[x] Sometimes I think about how different my life could be if I'd made different decisons.
[x] Reading about people who lead the life I always thought I wanted to live.
Then realizing that I don't think I ever really wanted that life. I wanted the idea of that life.
Ever think about what you thought you would be like when you 'grew up'?
[x] Are we even done growing up yet? I'm on a crash course for I don't even know what.
I'm not who I thought I would be at sixteen and a half. Not by a long shot. Not at all.
I could change that right now, if I wanted to. But nowdays, I don't think I know how.
I don't make sense. My sentences aren't coming out with punctuation.
I don't know if it's good when I get introspective like this. I think too much as is. Meh.